7 days from now, I’m finally gonna meet you and its going to be perfect. It makes me sad to hear you say things like you’re scared I won’t find you attractive or that I won’t like you. Because you are one of the best human beings I’ve ever met. Your face is my favorite face and you’re my favorite person to talk to. Waking up this morning to hear my grandmother is gone, rolling over to text you because I needed you, and seeing that you had already messaged me to make sure I knew you were there was more than I could have asked for. You fought falling asleep for so long tonight just to make sure I was okay. You tell me you love me no matter what’s going on. Yeah, you are a lot to deal with sometimes, but you put up with my shit. I know you say I’m not as bad as some people but I’m terrified I’ll break down at some point while you’re around and it’ll change everything.. But until then, I’m going to enjoy every smile, every laugh, every funny face, or deep conversation I can. 90 days turned into 7 in a heartbeat. And every second leading up to everything we’ve become has been worth it. I wouldn’t change you for the world, baby. You’re perfect. Inside and out. I love you, lionman. All my love, your Princesses Tigerlily❤

7 days from now, I’m finally gonna meet you and its going to be perfect. It makes me sad to hear you say things like you’re scared I won’t find you attractive or that I won’t like you. Because you are one of the best human beings I’ve ever met. Your face is my favorite face and you’re my favorite person to talk to. Waking up this morning to hear my grandmother is gone, rolling over to text you because I needed you, and seeing that you had already messaged me to make sure I knew you were there was more than I could have asked for. You fought falling asleep for so long tonight just to make sure I was okay. You tell me you love me no matter what’s going on. Yeah, you are a lot to deal with sometimes, but you put up with my shit. I know you say I’m not as bad as some people but I’m terrified I’ll break down at some point while you’re around and it’ll change everything.. But until then, I’m going to enjoy every smile, every laugh, every funny face, or deep conversation I can. 90 days turned into 7 in a heartbeat. And every second leading up to everything we’ve become has been worth it. I wouldn’t change you for the world, baby. You’re perfect. Inside and out. I love you, lionman. All my love, your Princesses Tigerlily❤

"The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."
- Toulouse-Lautrec, Moulin Rouge (2001)

(Source: imdb.com, via squeakerdee)

fawnvelveteen:

La Goulue - She was the first major star of the Moulin Rouge and credited with creating the can-can. She’s also immortalized in many Toulouse-Lautrec paintings. “Queen of Monmartre”

fawnvelveteen:

La Goulue - She was the first major star of the Moulin Rouge and credited with creating the can-can. She’s also immortalized in many Toulouse-Lautrec paintings. “Queen of Monmartre”

(via squeakerdee)

I re-did one of my very first full drawings ever. 
This is the outcome. I love doing practices like this. They help my confidence so much. I can’t believe how far I’ve come. 3 years is a long time, and I have so far to go. But this makes me believe I’ve made progress. 
Although, I’m not quite sure what I was thinking while doing the original piece cx 2011 me was weird.  

Full 2014 piece——->demifou.deviantart.com/art/The…

I re-did one of my very first full drawings ever. 

This is the outcome. I love doing practices like this. They help my confidence so much. I can’t believe how far I’ve come. 3 years is a long time, and I have so far to go. But this makes me believe I’ve made progress. 

Although, I’m not quite sure what I was thinking while doing the original piece cx 2011 me was weird.  

Full 2014 piece——->demifou.deviantart.com/art/The…

myart art before and after july 2011 july 2014 traditional mixed media digital art before after violin

I re-did one of my very first full drawings ever. 
This is the outcome. I love doing practices like this. They help my confidence so much.   
Although, I’m not quite sure what I was thinking while doing the original piece cx 2011 me was weird.  

Before and after Meme———>demifou.deviantart.com/art/Bef…

I re-did one of my very first full drawings ever. 

This is the outcome. I love doing practices like this. They help my confidence so much.   

Although, I’m not quite sure what I was thinking while doing the original piece cx 2011 me was weird.  

Before and after Meme———>demifou.deviantart.com/art/Bef…

myart art digital traditional mixed media sketch violin